I don't wanna grow up...

I really hate being an adult sometimes. Other than the fact that being an adult gave me my beautiful kids and awesome husband, I rarely find things that make me say..ya this is great. Case in point: Health Insurance. My health insurance has gone up to 500.00 a month. I can't afford that. I can't afford to go back to work full time to job that has health insurance either because I can't afford daycare and I don't have someone that can watch my kids all day everyday. What I really need is a part time job that has insurance, but good luck finding one of those again, no one is hiring. I'm so stressed beyond belief about this. I wish I could go back to the days where I was oblivious to things like premiums and deductables, rent and car payments. I want to go back to where my biggest fear was who I was going to hang out with that weekend and whether or not that cute boy in my math class liked me back. Growing up...its a catch 22 if you ask me.